…SueZette To Infinity…

….My Slice of The Internet Pie…

“Nothing comes from nothing…nothing ever could”-from “Something Good” from the Sound of Music Soundtrack August 13, 2007

Filed under: B.I.G. Girl Moments — syasminr @ 1:38 am

**Now playing in my atmosphere…Random Noise @ Whole Foods**

 

Part 1…50 More Thangs…

 

So where was I…hmmm…

 

51. I recently met a much older man that would like to take me out

52. While I’ve never considered dating a more “mature” man

53. The gold digger that resides in the back of my closet is chanting “Show me the money…”

54. I’m just saying..I do have dreams of my X3

53. I need to a hire a maid before I can’t find anything in my house

54. I feel sorry for whoeever I marry because I despise house work

55. I’m so thankful for all of the great opportunities, blessings, and challenges the Lord has brought into my life

56. I feel myself become a better person

57. And I love her

58. I need to start going to the gym

59. I have a destination wedding next August in Jamaica that I’ve gotta be extra fine for

60. I wish I was closer to my family that lives in Atlanta

61. I also think bonding should be a two way street

62. Its amazing that I’m closer to most of my friends that I am to people I share blood with

63. I hate to say it, but sometimes blood isn’t thicker than water…it’s just another color

64. I’m ready to upgrade my blog

65. I’m ready to upgrade my life as a writer

66. I need better time management

67. If I stay in Atlanta I’m planning on buying a house

68. I actually want a townhouse somewhere in the city

69. I love being a city girl and I wouldn’t have it any other way

70. I’ve decided that for me love will be a journey

71. And I’m waiting patiently for the man that will join me on that journey

72. I’m all for seeing the glass as being half full

73. But I recognize that sometimes…it’s running on empty

74. Writing this list is hard for me

75. Because I feel like there are things that I’m leaving out

76. But I mean…I’m more than 100 things

77. My composition is infinite

78. Giving up chicken and red meat has really changed the way my body functions

79. So has the daily venti Caramel Macchiato from Starbucks

80. That was a really bad habit to pick-up

81. But I’m sure it could be worse

82. I’m going to officially do my modeling portfolio sometime this fall

83. I took headshots earlier this year

84. But I’ve been lazy about telling Brandon which ones I want him to spruce up

85. I’ve adjusted my oldest son and daughter’s names… Czar Gerrod and Noire Ali…the emperor and the fighter

86. I don’t care what people think especially when people got children named after rainbows and pots and pans

87. I’mma try to get to work before 9 tomorrow

88. Considering I slept for like 11 hours today…I think I’ve had all of the sleep that I need

89. If I could change one thing about myself I’d change my hair color

90. And considering I do that at least twice a year anyway…

91. I’ve loved two men in my life

92. And though neither have ended in infinity

93. It won’t stop me from loving again

94. I’m ready to be open and to give and receive

95. The advice I would give any woman is…

96. Live….

97. I’m living proof

98. That it is possible

99. I live everyday

100. To become new

101. And I love every second of it 

 

” ‘Good-bye’ is just as good of an ending, as it is a beginning…”-SueZette, 2007 August 5, 2007

Filed under: B.I.G. Girl Moments — syasminr @ 11:48 pm

**Now playing in my atmosphere….”Take the Box”-Amy Winehouse**

 

Part 1…One to 101…

So I saw Tee had redone hers last month…and I was like what the hell…let me revisit my 101 thangs list…

 

1. When I was a little girl I went by my middle name…Yasmin

2. I used to get upset if anyone called me SueZette

3. Everyone on my mother’s side of the family goes by their middle name

4. I couldn’t imagine not being SueZette now

5. I sat in my house and cried for 30 minutes after reading/watching this last night…

6. I’m thinking about moving to Ghana for a year….2009

7. My 4 year anniversary for living in Atlanta is August 15, 2007

8. I never imagined that I would be here that long

9. I really want either a BMW x3 or x5

10. I am not too good for a used one

11. It would be a very nice 26th birthday gift to myself

12. Carmax here I come!

13. When I graduated from kindergarten I said that I wanted to be a photographer

14. Now I really want to be a writer

15. I’ve decided that I do want to have children even if I don’t get married

16. Somedays I wake up and I don’t want to talk to anyone

17. It’s those days that I just want to write and write and write

18. I’m a firm believer in when I blow up…we all blow up

19. Fame won’t change me

20. Have I mentioned that I WILL BE FAMOUS one day

21. I need to get my ends trimmed

22. I haven’t kissed anyone since April

23. I like kissing

24. I like it a lot

25. I tried to call Number One and tell him it’s best we don’t speak to each other anymore…he didn’t answer

26. I’mma tell him when he calls me back

27. I’m ready to say it and I never thought I would be

28. I’ll always love him as a person

29. I love me more though

30. I have a purse fetish

31. They don’t have to be expensive…just unique

32. I am also overcoming an addiction to MAC…especially the eyeshadows

33. I have almost 100 shades

34. I just think its a better addiction than say…crack

35. I’m currently in the midst of a 4 month fast from red meat and chicken

36. The first week was hard

37. But I’ve broken the cravings

38. Hopefully this fast will lead me toward more clairty

39. I have a very private piercing

40. I am not ashamed of it

41. I think I want to get a nose ring next

42. I wouldn’t tell my partner…I’d let him find it

43. It’s not freaky…it’s experimental :)

44. I haven’t been home since February

45. I miss my mummy terribly

46. Maybe I’ll sneak away next month

47. It would be nice to sneak away in a new car

48. A 6.5 hour drive should be done in style

49. This list is making me sleepy

50. I’ll do the other half tomorrow :)